I Refuse To Father

Get it clear,
Oh my beloved one,
Your love was the best,
It got off my naivety,
You taught me how to 'delay',
You taught me how to elongate,
You taught me how to 'warm up',
All I know about love is yours,
But I refuse to father your son.

Every moment with you,
Meant* heaven and hell to me,
Your expertise,clean and dirty,
Would lossen my every nut,
For had plenty, varieties,everything,
When I got exposed,
That I was a mere toy,
A pet to entertain you,
You had me for my stupidity,
And now you're dumped,
I won't console you errors,
And sorry,I father not your sins.