Forgive Me Mum

I have no intention,
To hurt you my dear mum,
But as the situation is,
Please forgive me.


I have a phobia,
A few aspects of fear,
Especially the past revelations,
I have no courage to wait...

My days were spent sniffing,
My hours knew no studies,
But lessons,
Lessons in gambling,
Lessons in powder market,
Lessons in new platforms!

Mum,
Please understand,
I miss what you expect,
Your loans and efforts,
I'm sorry for my zero return,
But I know you'll understand.

I lost a lot Mum,
Confidence and dignity,
Hope and determination,
And your deepest desire,
I pitied formal learning!

Mum,
I'm leaving today,
To a place where I know not,
I'm leaving today,
To keep off your wrath,
I'm leaving today,
For I can't stand to see your disappointment,
I'm leaving today,
To nurse my stupidity alone.

Forgive me Mum,
Examinations release,
Will shed light of my chant,
I have hope you'll understand.

Goodbye mum...

#Nomys_Madness